Calling Myself on my BS

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I literally witnessed myself type this as I was responding to a sacred sister this morning.

The automatic response to fear. The excuse to not showing up and doing the work.

Calling myself on my BS straight away & deleted those words before I sent them!

My beautiful ego showing up wanting to protect me from the discomfort of doing more work and yet another ego/identity death.

My goodness I love how deeply my ego fights to stay alive within our old paradigms.

Though, she only knows what she knows from the past.

That too hurts.

It hurts me more to stay stuck and small, to stay in the same place, recycling the same patterns, same results.

So thank you my love (ego), I love you. I see you. I hear you.

Though I hear the whisper of my heart more and feel the pain of my womb even more so.

So my love, we are doing this.

We will grow through this together and it may be painful at times, though we know the pleasure and gifts that awaits us on the other side.

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Saying YES.

Leaning in, opening up.

Deeper healing, deeper layers.

I can only have externally what I'm willing to look at and have internally.

There is only one area of my life I'm yet to fully surrender into & RECEIVE now.

This one terrifies me.

It's time to heal, prepare my body and annoit myself, calling on others to help in the process.

I'm ready for the liberation that will come on the other side of this work.

I'm ready to RECEIVE all that is waiting for me once I prepare my body for this remembrance.

No more running Queen. No more excuses. No more distractions. This is all that is left.

Claim it.