Celebrating My Journey

I have experienced so much trauma in my life, it became like a soap opera.

My heart was shattered into a million pieces over and again.

I've had many people die, leave and abandon me.

I've been cheated on, lied to, manipulated and left behind.

I used to dream of simply knowing what it meant to be happy.

Was it actually possible 🤔

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The Life I lead now is unrecognisable.

I am surrounded by love and the most incredible humans I never even knew existed from the darkness I grew up with.

I live fully, vibrantly and with so much freedom now,

Freedom to choose in every way,

Because I know the depths of what it feels like to be powerless and shackled as a child in a violent home.

I look back and think wow look how far you have come beautiful, (yes I call myself beautiful).

I literally am the greatest hero in my life and I'm so damn proud of me!

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This weekend, 3 days at Quantum Advanced with soul family, run by my soul brother Espen Livsnyter was...

Speachless...

How do you sum it up in words 🤔

The first 2.5 days were powerful, expansive and I cried... A lot!

I shifted through deeper layers, opened myself to receive even more, (offftttt yes Queen!) and I extended my soul family with the most amazing humans doing epic things in this world!

I had proud 'Mumma' moments watching some of my 'students' rise higher and take even more of their power back.

What even is life!

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Then came the breathwork.

My heart didn't crack open as it has in a medicine journey in the past,

The remaining casing of my great wall I had built over many decades and many traumas...

Well, it exploded open and the remnants shattered away.

All there is, is LOVE.

Pure, divine, expansive love.

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It is overwhelming to FEEL so much in my chest,

It is unnerving to be this open and vulnerable because of old wiring, conditioning and experiences.

Though it is also incredibly beautiful to radiate out even more love than I ever conceived was possible.

I came into this weekend with the intention to create more space, to heal deeper layers of my inner child, so I could receive more.

I did all of that and so much more.

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I live a life filled with so much magic already.

I receive so much as it is, because I call it in and allow it.

I create my life because I CHOOSE in every moment, knowing the impacts of the illusion of not having choice.

I have the most incredible humans stand beside me and choose to do life with me, because I let them, I honour them and I deserve to receive the beauty of their grace in my life too.

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We can all turn it around if we are willing to do the work.

We can all have the magic if we simply believe.

We can all RECEIVE more by simply allowing more.

I know, because I'm living proof.

So grateful for everything in my life that has led me to this moment.

So grateful for the many angels I have leading me from the otherside and in this physical realm.

So grateful to me for choosing to do the uncomfortable over and again, to find deeper levels of freedom, love, pleasure and joy.

So grateful for the incredible soul tribe we are building.

So grateful for the abundance that flows effortlessly into my life now because I know I'm deserving of it.

So ready for what's next...

Ohhhheeeeee

A massive thanks to Marcia Brunner & E for the weekend, for who you are, for what you stand for, for being soul family and the love you share.

Excited for this next chapter!

Elite baby... Let's go!!!!

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