I Choose Freedom

I could be angry.

I certainly do have moments where I am...

Are you yet?

🙏🏻PLEASE READ TO THE END🙏🏻

Missing out on celebrating my best friend's 40th this weekend.

I literally came back earlier from my trip to come home for it.

Something in my body was telling me not to come back.

Then as I neared, my body was telling me not to cross the border.

⚠️ALL of NSW declared a hotspot.⚠️

⚠️Borders closed ⚠️ the day before I planned to be there and I would have had to quarantine coming home if I had.

❌💔So I allowed myself to feel it all.

Missed out on my beautiful soul sister's wedding in Melbourne.

Literally went on a road trip down for it.

I felt in my body before I left something wasn't 'right'.

As I neared the border, I tinkered.

My body was telling me not to cross.

⚠️Melbourne lockdown was announced and ALL of VIC declared a hotspot⚠️

I would have been locked up (I mean quarantined) had I crossed.

❌💔I allowed myself to feel it all.

These are just my last two trips in the last couple of months.

Earlier in the year I was ⚠️ refused entry ⚠️ when my best friend was having her first scan to find out if she was pregnant...

I literally missed a once in a lifetime moment.

Because I knew my rights, I was being discriminated against and they didn't know the law.

I received a formal apology from them after paying for a lawyer.

I can't get that moment back.

❌💔I allowed myself to feel it all.

We have all missed out on so many things over the last 18 months;

💔Funerals

💔Weddings

💔Birthdays

💔Special occasions

💔More people have died alone, with no physical contact in their final days, weeks, months. Can you even imagine what that would be like?

💔More people have died from;

⚠️Suicide

⚠️Overdose

⚠️DV

Then the V itself (in Australia).

💔People have lost their homes, their jobs, their businesses, family, their livelihoods.

⚠️More importantly, people are losing their freedoms.

Freedom - our absolute birthright.

I'm not denying what the Media have portrayed is horrible.

I'm not denying the families of the grief they have experienced from those who have died... By whatever cause.

We all have our journey and when our time is up, it's up, (I do not believe that can be cheated or changed).

I'm not denying anyone how they feel.

I WANT YOU TO FEEL IT ALL.

I WANT YOU TO FEEL IT TO THE DEPTHS OF YOUR SOUL AND ALLOW IT TO RIP OPEN YOUR HEART.

Because in that moment, the pain will be unbearable and then you may start to question...

Yourself

Others

How we got here

How it could be

Then get angry - with the grief

Then start to bargain with grief... Allow that to consume you.

Then we may start to understand the pain of the collective.

The fear of the collective.

As everyone seems to be acting in the 'best interests' of the collective, isn't that what we are being told?

Question how it can get better, because it HAS TO.

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In the last 18 months, I HAVE found my freedom.

Because I choose freedom.

Every day.

I have gone deeper within myself then ever before.

I know the programs being played.

I know the hacks.

I've turned withIN.

And helped many others.

Freedom is my number one value.

Freedom is what makes me feel alive.

Freedom allows me to breathe deep and think clearly.

Freedom allows me to create, live harmoniously and create abundance in every area of my life.

And I've never felt more abundant and alive then in this NOW moment.

We can choose to continue to fight each other.

We can choose to believe we don't 'have a choice'.

We can choose to bend over.

We can choose to be poisoned;

Through our minds, in our feelings, or physically through our body.

OR WE CAN STOP

QUESTION

LEARN OUR RIGHTS

QUESTION EVERY NARRATIVE (not just one, or one side)

CONNECT BACK TO OUR OWN INNER WISDOM

EXPLORE NATURAL HEALTH & VITALITY

USE OUR VOICE

SAY NO (with respect)

AND STOP PROJECTING OUT ONTO OTHERS (I have been guilty of this in the past too)

There are a lot of emotions and my heart breaks for all of humanity...

Not for fear of our future.

I trust the divine plan and that the light always wins, eventually.

My heart breaks for the suffering people will endure at the hands of control, of their mind, of their emotions.

My heart breaks for the despair people are already feeling.

My heart breaks for the disconnection, the separation, the isolation,

Then what that results in further.

My heart breaks because I choose it to.

Because once again I'm looking outside of myself.

So once again, I choose to go withIN.

Choose to heal my own pain.

Go deeper into my own suffering.

Choose love, freedom, connection.

And thus, I release the heartbreak and just allow.

What is will be.

My life is my own.

Yours is yours.

Their are theirs.

We all have our own journey.

I get to choose how I feel, what I experience and how to live my life.

So I do.

I choose to live my life freely.

I choose to live every single moment as big and as full as possible.

I choose to help others to come from this place, rather than buy into everything else.

I choose.

Our reality is whatever we choose it to be.

Whatever we use our voice and ask for.

What we are willing to explore, know and hack.

At least, that's my reality.

Because I choose it to be.

And that gives me the greatest freedom.

Do I still stand in solidarity with my brothers and sisters?

Absolutely.

Do I still stand for humanity?

Definitely.

Will I march for our external freedoms today?

Yes.

Because in solidarity;

💜We feel connected

💛We feel a part of something bigger

💜We feel hope

💛We feel unity

💜We feel love

💛We feel brave

💜We feel courageous

💛We feel we can battle another day, another week

Today, I do not march to fuel the monster.

Today, I walk united with my brothers and sisters so they know they are apart of a tribe, connected, loved, seen, heard and witnessed;

🔥in their fears

🔥their anger

🔥their concerns

🔥One step closer to coming home to themselves...

To their own inner freedom.

I STAND FOR FREEDOM

I LOVE YOU DEEPLY HOWEVER YOU PERCEIVE THINGS

I HONOUR YOUR TRUTH, WHATEVER THAT MAY BE FOR YOU (your truth, not the masks you wear)

I STAND WITH YOU, FOR YOU AND RESPECT YOUR MODEL OF THE WORLD (even if I don't agree with it and witness the disempowering view). I will not buy into that with you.

IT IS YOURS AND I SEE YOU

ALL OF YOU

I LOVE YOU ANYWAY

UNCONDITIONALLY UNITED

FROM MY HEART TO YOURS

KJ