I Choose LOVE, Even In My Humanness

Jul 07, 2022

I choose to be the embodiment of LOVE, even in my humanness.

The purification of such,

What’s required to truly BE this is an unraveling off all that is not.

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What I have learned;

To be the embodiment of LOVE & choose this is a life of choosing to face off with every part of me, INternal and reflected back at me through the world and others eyes, that is not that.

The purification that is required, that I choose is heart breaking.

Literally.

As I continue to look at where am I not this,

Where am I not fully showing up in this, (and not guilt or shaming myself for this too, simply witnessing).

Where are others projecting at me reflecting not this,

Where the mirror is reflecting back at me not this,

Where am I being graced with my heart that breaks as a result of not this.

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In order for my heart to deepen into the love,

My heart must be purified from everything that is not love.

My heart must feel everything that is not love.

My heart must be faced with everything that is not love.

My essence and being must be questioned to reflect back to me where I am not leading from love.

And this week has been that.

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In this moment, my heart is broken.

My heart has shattered.

The purification continues.

The very real and raw purging of all that was not love unearthed and returned back.

My body tender.

My mind starting to return to calm after days of looping; questioning myself and my integrity from a conversation that was misconstrued.

Thanking the mirror that was reflected to me.

Tonight, dropping into Ceremony to allow the purification.

Now integrating what has been purging for days,

Integrating the massive purge through Ceremony,

And remembering my truth, my soul, my essence and what I came here to do.

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Tonight, I reminded myself, as Jeb held me and reminded me also,

As spirit held me and reminded me too,

I am SAFE to lead from love.

I am LOVE.

I choose LOVE.

And even in my humanness,

I choose to show up in LOVE.

I give it all back,

All that is not mine, not in resonance, projected at me, upon me, now or in the future,

I give it all back, with LOVE.

I let go of what is not mine and take my power back from the stories.

I am grateful for my ability to process, to be held, to be loved and hold myself with LOVE, before sharing.

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I am here to remind YOU of the LOVE that resides withIN you,

To remind you that it is LOVE that will bring together ONENESS & wholeness,

It is LOVE that is the LIGHT,

And I choose the light.

I choose to be the lighthouse of LOVE.

To be a LIGHTworker and thus lead from the light, from LOVE.

This is what I’m here for and the mission I accepted.

This is my truth & my remembrance.

Aho