Motherhood Journey

I will always be your safety, outside of yourself.

I will always do my best, for you to know all of you is accepted.

I will always have your back, defend you, fight for you and fight for your future and your freedoms.

I am your lighthouse when you need a beacon of light, of love, in life or to come home to.

I will always love you unconditionally...

Meaning no conditions...

Meaning I will always do my best to not guilt or shame you, as was done to me,

Particularly for things you have done or do, as you are learning, growing and becoming a man.

For being human, a growing human that is understanding yourself and the world, as we all are.

I will always love all parts of you, even when I may not like them; the light, the dark and everything in between, as I have learned to with myself.

I promise to see you, hear you and meet you where you are...

Not where I want you to be.

I will honour your strength and allow you to stand in your power, even if it pushes my edges, knowing it would be easier to suppress or minimise you, as my parents and society did for so long with me.

I will allow you to raise your voice and be heard, even when your truth hurts and it pains me to hear.

I will do what it takes for you to know you are seen and to always see you.

I will let you go through your own growing pains though know I will do what I can to help you to avoid or heal the pain too.

I allow you to be your own sovereign individual, on your own path, even though the Mumma in me desires you to always need me.

As I too am that sovereign individual.

You may not have always listened, though I know you always paid attention to how I've shown up and what I DO.

I am the example.

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And I'm honoured to be your Mumma and shine the light for you my baby boy.

Thank you for being my motivation to finding the answers, finding the solutions, breaking the cycles, creating a new life and freedom withIN, so we could always live freely without.

It warmed my heart to receive his SOS yesterday. The 'I need my Mumma' call. To go for dinner, a movie and have a sleepover in the van.

Letting him be an adult, have the space he desires to go out in the world and figure things out on his own has been challenging.

Though, through my own sovereignty, my ability to surrender and trust, knowing I've equipped him the best I can, with incredible tools and been the example,

Letting go has allowed him to come back when he needs, come back when he wants and know all of him is always loved.

Through my individual teachings, through teaching him and him teaching me, we have healed many generations through the safety we have created in our relationship and the unconditional love.

I have healed seven generations past, and an additional six generations forward from him, just by doing the work and committing to healing, creating a better life for us, by breaking the cycles and expectations of an outdated society.

We do things differently and our bond is unwavering because of it.

My goodness I love you son.